OMG...

It’s so strange, really strange. I’ve never been like this before

Whenever I see you, my heart pounds and trembles

When I see your face, I imagine things by myself

I can’t keep a straight face, I’m going crazy because I miss you again.

I don’t want to be the first to say it but the words linger around my mouth

Loving you..what should I do ? I can’t control my heart, my heart is not working

It’s to the point where I can’t focus. Boy I’m falling in love with you..

What should I do? Baby I’m in love with you. My heart is burning, this night is too long. Words I’ve been hiding from you, I love you..

and oh my gosh.. I'm in love with you. but you deserved someone two three better than me..

your family.. :) I'll keep this feeling until the times come which mean..

when you're mine..and become my Imam..

InsyaAllah.. keep this feeling secretly in my heart..

who is he?

HAHAHA.. I told you before..

this is SECRET!!

*meroyan bile mama org jatoh hati kat org yg x disangke2.. hahahaha..harap maaf..perasaan tidak dpt dipastikan suke sbg ape...~ yg penting..mereng.. sekian.. :) 

Itu Ini di Midvalley.. :)

Yeah.. weekend day.

so normally we waste our time at the bed. talking nonsense thing with my friend, Ellyma Nasir.

but today.. jeng jeng jeng..

we go to Midvalley..

me, Elly and my son, muncit Haikal.. :)

Ellyma Nasir dengan peacenyer...~

haikal..

hip hop yg dibuat oleh Elly

Okeh.. sebelom sampai ke lrt..

Haikal tersadung dan terjatuh..

tp x menangis la..cume hahahaha...kene marah oleh ema sbb degil sgt x dengar cakap..

bersih2kan seluar yg kotor..

menunggu ketibaan lrt..

kitorang sempat membeli makanan ringan..

untuk isi perot sikit...

ha ni gmbr tgh tunggu lrt sampai

Ellyma dan dorayakinye

Baru nak bukak plastik

muke tension dgn Haikal

same kan muke kami... <3

Haikal dan twister feberet

iklan gigi sekejap

hidung kembang2

korek hidong

masam2

Finally..we arrived at Midvalley.. yeah

Elly like... 'wow..!! first time g sini..!"

hahah..sorry Ellyma Nasir... :)

ini gambar2 di Midvalley. memandangkan dah nak dekat Chinese New Year..

so banyak warne merah.. including my dress,, :)

bunge segar yg ade kat sane...bersame Haikal yg mencari cacing dlm pasu

penoh bergaya cik elly kite dgn bunga2nya...

nk bergambar kene pegang tangan Haikal sekali..nnt die hilang

hahaha...ade gaye nk menjual kuih kan..

Haikal dengan sunglasses baru...

madonna babe.. :)

merah2....

merah jugak...

bersame bunge2 hidop yg dijual dgn harge RM50 dan ke atas

Limau hidop...

nak petik limau tu...

Haikal dan mama tiri Ellyma Nasir

Sakura.. <3

cover dgn budak cine sebelah tu...

Mama <3 Haikal

Then..kitorang pergi ke galaxy...

tempat hiburan family..tp tak semenarik seperti di Times Square...

so ni gambar budak2 tu main game.. :)

Main pukol2 nemo dgn shark

hahaha...ade gaye mama tiri si Ellyma

ni main tekan2...untuk ape x pasti...

semangat menekan..

main bola keranjang... (mungkin)

ni mak budak yg terlebih syok main

Haikal dah x heran sbb nak main game lain

game yg die nak sgt main...

yeah...bersemangat Haikal dan Mama Elly 

Mama Elly di Galaxy

hahahaha....budget

Okeh...itu shj.. dan kami makan KFC shj..

sbb x tau nak makan ape kat sane..

memandangkan ramai sgt org dan ade expo pc fair..

x masok pon di pc fair sbb bwk Haikal..

make kami menghabiskan mase mematahkan tulang skru berjalan satu mall.. :)

dan akhirnya...

kami kepenatan..ini muke kami ketika menuju ke rumah

haish...mmg muke penat

sambil pegang sticker dpt time g beli susu

muke ngantok dah...

sempat kami buat duckface..:)

ini mama yg syok sendiri...

Okeh...selesai pengembaraan kami..

dan sekarang mengepost...

hahahahaha... sorry le kalo boring...

:) happy weekend..

What kind of girl am i?

me? i can't labelled myself in one type only, because i have a different personality on every different aspect of my life, it's all depends on who i have to deal with. i'm stubborn girl with my own opinion~ there are things that i have to let it be done according to my own style, funny girl~ love to laugh hysterically and tell silly jokes even people think that my joke too lame, shy at first, as i get to be comfortable with someone, i'm loud and bubbly  and happy go lucky, emotional, i cry when i watch sad sappy love stories, deep down inside me i'm still a girl forced to be grown up in my own imaginary life, sometimes i forgot how to breathe, i create my own fairytale, wishing for magical dreams become true. something sweet like princess, easy to say, i'm a dreamer. :)

yeah princess... :)

Dedicated to someone who make my tears off everyday...~

Hahahah... why need to post about him? 

nothing. cuz i like to make him angry and hate me..

and because of that i  can keep in touch with him..

huh... typical woman la ko ni emma....~

Sigh.. can't help my feeling.

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think i was too young to be messed with?

The girl in  the dress cried the whole way home.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Day 27: a person you wished lived closer and why

Ayah...

OKay, ayah meninggal semase emma umor 18 tahun..

mase ayah meninggal, ayah sempat pesan jage haikal elok2...

kite tak tau ape yg akan jd akan dtg..

make persiapkan diri dengan pelbagai kekuatan..

Yeah.. nasihat tu mmg emma pgg sampai skrg.. sampai la emma melalui peringkat kematangan ini...

okeh...soalan ini membuatkan emma tacing lebih... so stop here.. :')

Day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to

Yay!!! 1st.. my holiday aka my honeymoon, which will be one week on March, i guess. But now i am enjoying my holiday, not really.. 2nd, my son  birthday.. lalalalalaa... yeah, i know he'll be turning 4. Wow, i look so young for have a son. >.< 3rd, my family. I miss them! 4th,my bonus. now almost 1 year i have working at Prince Court Medical Centre. nthough .5th, my DATE with someone that i dont know who he is and where that guy.. . =) 

Day 25: the last movie you watched

Dredd.

Yeah the last movie i watched with my friends.

Hanif.

Sound crazy when i can get long with him.

cause he's best buddy my ex husband.

more special about that.

we watched the movie with 3D effect.

the story was not so good but i enjoyed watching it with hanif..

p/s : tiada perasaan lain selain kawan dan yg sentiasa menasihati sy dlm kehidupan.. terima kasih hanif.. :)

Day 24: your favorite 10 people right now and why

I don’t really have 10 specific people on my list right now.

 But i do have some.

First and foremost will be my best buddy ever!! 

And also my baby boo. I know it sound so cheesy, but who cares right. 

We need to spread more love. 

Haha.

My best buddy is Ellyma Nasir. :) who can treat my son like her son..

homaigoood...~

Mommy Elly aka step mother..

Next will be my family. 

If you know each and everyone of them you’ll understand what i’m talking about, 

there are the talkative one, the craziest, 

the coolest and funniest, supportive. 

all in all they are the one i turn to when i need a family time.

My friends, 

my primary and high school friends that i find amusing 

because they are all connected,

 i wonder how is it happen. 

And cheers to all my new friends that i just met in my current place, 

that i love to work and hang out with.

And lastly to every random person that i talked on the monorel Imbi, 

while i’m patiently waiting for my ex husband to pass a thing..

 Haha. 

I know it’s crazy, 

but that’s the truth.

Day 23: a month/year of your life when you were happiest and why

usually it will be the last month of the year ~December. maybe due to the new year revolution that makes it so special. and maybe because of my birthday.. oh first january.. there will be a lot of family gathering, have fun and party all night long.

but this year it will be totally different as there will be no more love for the man who not deserved to it..

 shhooot!! 

hate it.

I don't have any idea.. :(

i really don't have any idea what to post on my own blog. as my holiday is starting this night (but i need to go to work), i might as well take this chance to write as many posts as possible. so i end up google for ideas on what to post on my blog and i end up with some few tips. i will write about my childhood memories,yay!! i have a fun childhood back then. can't wait to share some silly things i did. Try my best.. :) Suggestion might be from Afiq Anwar.. Thank you..