Wednesday, January 23, 2013

What kind of girl am i?

me? i can't labelled myself in one type only, because i have a different personality on every different aspect of my life, it's all depends on who i have to deal with. i'm stubborn girl with my own opinion~ there are things that i have to let it be done according to my own style, funny girl~ love to laugh hysterically and tell silly jokes even people think that my joke too lame, shy at first, as i get to be comfortable with someone, i'm loud and bubbly  and happy go lucky, emotional, i cry when i watch sad sappy love stories, deep down inside me i'm still a girl forced to be grown up in my own imaginary life, sometimes i forgot how to breathe, i create my own fairytale, wishing for magical dreams become true. something sweet like princess, easy to say, i'm a dreamer. :)


yeah princess... :)

Dedicated to someone who make my tears off everyday...~

Hahahah... why need to post about him? 
nothing. cuz i like to make him angry and hate me..
and because of that i  can keep in touch with him..
huh... typical woman la ko ni emma....~
Sigh.. can't help my feeling.


Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think i was too young to be messed with?
The girl in  the dress cried the whole way home.


Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.





Sunday, January 20, 2013

Day 27: a person you wished lived closer and why

Ayah...
OKay, ayah meninggal semase emma umor 18 tahun..
mase ayah meninggal, ayah sempat pesan jage haikal elok2...
kite tak tau ape yg akan jd akan dtg..
make persiapkan diri dengan pelbagai kekuatan..
Yeah.. nasihat tu mmg emma pgg sampai skrg.. sampai la emma melalui peringkat kematangan ini...
okeh...soalan ini membuatkan emma tacing lebih... so stop here.. :')

Day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to

Yay!!! 1st.. my holiday aka my honeymoon, which will be one week on March, i guess. But now i am enjoying my holiday, not really.. 2nd, my son  birthday.. lalalalalaa... yeah, i know he'll be turning 4. Wow, i look so young for have a son. >.< 3rd, my family. I miss them! 4th,my bonus. now almost 1 year i have working at Prince Court Medical Centre. nthough .5th, my DATE with someone that i dont know who he is and where that guy.. . =) 

Day 25: the last movie you watched

Dredd.
Yeah the last movie i watched with my friends.
Hanif.
Sound crazy when i can get long with him.
cause he's best buddy my ex husband.
more special about that.
we watched the movie with 3D effect.
the story was not so good but i enjoyed watching it with hanif..

p/s : tiada perasaan lain selain kawan dan yg sentiasa menasihati sy dlm kehidupan.. terima kasih hanif.. :)

Day 24: your favorite 10 people right now and why

I don’t really have 10 specific people on my list right now.
 But i do have some.

First and foremost will be my best buddy ever!! 
And also my baby boo. I know it sound so cheesy, but who cares right. 
We need to spread more love. 
Haha.
My best buddy is Ellyma Nasir. :) who can treat my son like her son..
homaigoood...~
Mommy Elly aka step mother..

Next will be my family. 
If you know each and everyone of them you’ll understand what i’m talking about, 
there are the talkative one, the craziest, 
the coolest and funniest, supportive. 
all in all they are the one i turn to when i need a family time.

My friends, 
my primary and high school friends that i find amusing 
because they are all connected,
 i wonder how is it happen. 
And cheers to all my new friends that i just met in my current place, 
that i love to work and hang out with.

And lastly to every random person that i talked on the monorel Imbi, 
while i’m patiently waiting for my ex husband to pass a thing..
 Haha. 
I know it’s crazy, 
but that’s the truth.

Day 23: a month/year of your life when you were happiest and why

usually it will be the last month of the year ~December. maybe due to the new year revolution that makes it so special. and maybe because of my birthday.. oh first january.. there will be a lot of family gathering, have fun and party all night long.
but this year it will be totally different as there will be no more love for the man who not deserved to it..
 shhooot!! 
hate it.