Day 10: what you think when you hear the words “be yourself”

Firstly, i always be myself.

Why? and how do i know?

because i know that i'm so special, my kindness, my heart.

it's all unique.

but, nobody know what's true i am.

because me, is me..

about me. not about you.

there's something that i can do and nobody can't/

hahaha...membangge pulak.

dan.....

it better to be hated for

what you are then 

to be loved for what you are not. :) right?

Day 9: things that make you happy

Okay..that's the cruel challenge. cause now, i don't know what things that make me happy. i'm stuck with saddest thing now. hahah. lol.okay let me think first...

Nah.. i know the happy thing that i can do.. shopping time :) Yeah. but now i can't shopping very well cause i should spent my money to my son.. Haikal. :) He's already wanna go to kindergarten school.. so as his mom. i should give him as perfect as i could. because i'am his mother. so if i wanna go to shopping.. maybe i buy something that Haikal can use it. such as...

hurm..food too. will make me happy. OMG.....~ my weight.. please delete this picture emma... :( but never mind. diet and exercise will be consistence after this. InsyaAllah.. :)

Oh. I like snapping a picture. :) or maybe more accurate my own picture, hahaha,, awkward when people staring at me when i snap my own picture. hah. who the hell are you guys.. be myself. yeah. so this is me.. :)

Oh no... i'm so cute,, :)

Day 8: things that make you sad

Of course when i got divorced... :(

The thing that i don't want in my life happened..

such as lost my best partner because of me or maybe because of him too..

cuz i do love him so much.. and whatever happen.. i'll still love him. 

and i don't know until when my love stuck with him..

Allah know the best for me..

but i promise to my life.. until i find the one. i'll love him. no regret.

so now, the most saddest that i have is..... lost AMIR TAKIYUDDIN SAIFULLAH.. even he'll hate me.. i don't care.. as long as we have a bone to each other.. i'm not going to hate you.. even you said my promise is fuckup.. then you'll see how long can i keep my heart for you.. but someday if somebody could grab my heart.. i'll thank you to you cause keep my heart feel that i'm not alone.. cuz you're my son's father.. :)

Day 7: a show or a movie that has changed you, and how

The Promise

Awesome novel.

I know challenge was talking about movie not a novel.

but i prefer the novel rather than the movie itself.

I cried and laugh during my journey of reading this novel.

the novel had warned all their readers to get ready for a wet journey

and i didn't believe it. until it happen to me..

so every time and every where i make a promises.. i'll make sure i'll keep it.. :) cuz it hurt when someone who give you promise but never do it.. :'(

Day 6: something you would like to change about yourself

my height..please. 

i'm petite. 

just 150cm to be exact. 

since?? 

i'm 16, from then on i stop growing tall.

and my mom always asking me

 'why the heck are you so petite?' 

because if i'm a little bit tall, then i'll be busy being like my cousin.. shopping and fashioning... 

hahahaaa..

but i love my height!!

 there are some awesome side of it too. 

i can always wear a short dress with my jeans and looks so damn adorable. 

i will always looks cute!! XD

have you heard of pumps, stilettos, high heels? they are here to save us. 

Day 5: something you would change about the world

let spongebob rules the world!! 

hahahaaa..

nah..it would be..

world peace.. no more war.. 

Day 4: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream

getting famous? have lots of friends? more money?

hmmm..

there will be more problems arise. less time to play.

 more stress, less time to sleep and do the things i love.

but.. 

my dream is to turn my happiness into life. 

to look my ideas to the world. 

to be able to express myself. 

so one thing for sure that will change in my life is.. 

i'm satisfied with my life.

 no more regrets. 

and the person who totally make mine happy is

Amir Muhammad Haikal.. :)